friendships..

"if you were in her shoes, you'd do the same thing"

this sentence haunts me, for as much as i'd like to deny it, i can't deny it for certain..


today, i found out about a depressing little secret. a secret which was meant as a negative remark of me..
wat disturbed me wasnt the fact dat it wasnt true, but wat truly disturbed me,
was that that depressing false statement was made by a person who i thought our friendship still had hopes..
it's sad how we were once almost like the best of friends,
but as Fate had it, our friendship took a sharp turn, and nothing was the same anymore..

but as time passed by, i thought that maybe, just a slight maybe, things might get better..
i knew dat things would never be the same again, but i thought it could be a tinge better..


and when the same friend who told me bout the secret, said dat i'd do the same if i were in her shoes,
it got me thinking.. would I? would I do such a thing?

the opinions i got from others were dat i wouldnt.. but who knows, out of jealousy, i might..
watever it is, i thank God i dun have to find out the answer to dat..


it's tiring to be her friend, yet, it's tiring too to Not be her friend..
and everytime i have hopes that there might still be a chance of reconciliation, something like this happens..

it's so saddening.. all i can do for now is to leave this to God,
if it's meant to be, things will get better..
if it doesn't, guess we're not meant to be good friends after all..

google 9/5/2011

in conjunction with the 76th birthday of the creator of the mr men and little miss series, google has decided to honour the late roger hargreaves by introducing some of the cartoon characters on the google home page..



and the design changes everytime the refresh button is hit!!.. here's a compilation of the various designs..






isn't it just adorable =D

frustrated

gosh, this sucks..
i'm a prisoner at my own home..
i can't do anything i wan w/o YOU commenting something..
i get it, i kinda screwed up during my semester..
and YOU're doing a great job telling me the same things OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER again..
it's already burnt in the back of my mind..
correction, more like front..

in fact, it's the only thing i can see or think of when i see YOU..
the worst part is, i can't tell YOU how i feel..
cuz it might hurt YOU or i'd be jus plain rude..
i get it already! i'm not a kid, i totally understand wat ur tryna say..
YOU dun hafta ask me the SAME DAMN THING everyday!!!

can YOU just leave me alone already!!! GOSH!!! =(

The Band Perry - If I Die Young

The Pencil

A PENCIL MAKER TOLD THE PENCIL 5 IMPORTANT LESSONS JUST BEFORE PUTTING IT IN THE BOX :


1.) EVERYTHING YOU DO WILL ALWAYS LEAVE A MARK.

2.) YOU CAN ALWAYS CORRECT THE MISTAKES YOU MAKE.

3.) WHAT IS IMPORTANT IS WHAT IS INSIDE OF YOU.

4.) IN LIFE, YOU WILL UNDERGO PAINFUL SHARPENINGS,

WHICH WILL ONLY MAKE YOU BETTER.

5.) TO BE THE BEST PENCIL, YOU MUST ALLOW YOURSELF

TO BE HELD AND GUIDED BY THE HAND THAT HOLDS YOU.

We all need to be constantly sharpened. This parable may encourage you to know that you are a special person, with unique talents and abilities. Only you can fulfill the purpose which you were born to accomplish. Never allow yourself to get discouraged and think that your life is insignificant and cannot be changed and, like the pencil, always remember that the most important part of who you are, is what's inside of you.