friendships..

"if you were in her shoes, you'd do the same thing"

this sentence haunts me, for as much as i'd like to deny it, i can't deny it for certain..


today, i found out about a depressing little secret. a secret which was meant as a negative remark of me..
wat disturbed me wasnt the fact dat it wasnt true, but wat truly disturbed me,
was that that depressing false statement was made by a person who i thought our friendship still had hopes..
it's sad how we were once almost like the best of friends,
but as Fate had it, our friendship took a sharp turn, and nothing was the same anymore..

but as time passed by, i thought that maybe, just a slight maybe, things might get better..
i knew dat things would never be the same again, but i thought it could be a tinge better..


and when the same friend who told me bout the secret, said dat i'd do the same if i were in her shoes,
it got me thinking.. would I? would I do such a thing?

the opinions i got from others were dat i wouldnt.. but who knows, out of jealousy, i might..
watever it is, i thank God i dun have to find out the answer to dat..


it's tiring to be her friend, yet, it's tiring too to Not be her friend..
and everytime i have hopes that there might still be a chance of reconciliation, something like this happens..

it's so saddening.. all i can do for now is to leave this to God,
if it's meant to be, things will get better..
if it doesn't, guess we're not meant to be good friends after all..

google 9/5/2011

in conjunction with the 76th birthday of the creator of the mr men and little miss series, google has decided to honour the late roger hargreaves by introducing some of the cartoon characters on the google home page..



and the design changes everytime the refresh button is hit!!.. here's a compilation of the various designs..






isn't it just adorable =D

frustrated

gosh, this sucks..
i'm a prisoner at my own home..
i can't do anything i wan w/o YOU commenting something..
i get it, i kinda screwed up during my semester..
and YOU're doing a great job telling me the same things OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER again..
it's already burnt in the back of my mind..
correction, more like front..

in fact, it's the only thing i can see or think of when i see YOU..
the worst part is, i can't tell YOU how i feel..
cuz it might hurt YOU or i'd be jus plain rude..
i get it already! i'm not a kid, i totally understand wat ur tryna say..
YOU dun hafta ask me the SAME DAMN THING everyday!!!

can YOU just leave me alone already!!! GOSH!!! =(

The Band Perry - If I Die Young

The Pencil

A PENCIL MAKER TOLD THE PENCIL 5 IMPORTANT LESSONS JUST BEFORE PUTTING IT IN THE BOX :


1.) EVERYTHING YOU DO WILL ALWAYS LEAVE A MARK.

2.) YOU CAN ALWAYS CORRECT THE MISTAKES YOU MAKE.

3.) WHAT IS IMPORTANT IS WHAT IS INSIDE OF YOU.

4.) IN LIFE, YOU WILL UNDERGO PAINFUL SHARPENINGS,

WHICH WILL ONLY MAKE YOU BETTER.

5.) TO BE THE BEST PENCIL, YOU MUST ALLOW YOURSELF

TO BE HELD AND GUIDED BY THE HAND THAT HOLDS YOU.

We all need to be constantly sharpened. This parable may encourage you to know that you are a special person, with unique talents and abilities. Only you can fulfill the purpose which you were born to accomplish. Never allow yourself to get discouraged and think that your life is insignificant and cannot be changed and, like the pencil, always remember that the most important part of who you are, is what's inside of you.

New Year's Resolution

has anyone ever wondered how this tradition actually came about?
i mean, year after year, many resort to making them..
and most ppl have the same things on their list :
1) exercise more, lose weight..
2) sleep less..
3) cut back on facebook time..
4) find a bf (or gf, if you're a guy) etc.


but more often than not, many look back at the end of the year and they realised,
they never stick to their resolutions..


and the important question is.... W H Y?..


you see, most people make, what you'd call a COMMUNITY RESOLUTION



ppl make them cuz, the ppl around them makes them.. and the ppl around them makes them bcuz the ppl around the ppl around them makes them, and.. AH WELL, u get the idea..


so peeps, just wanna tell you guys.. dun make new year resolutions bcuz you feel compelled to do it.. do it, bcuz dat's wat u rilli wanna do..
and if you set ur heart and mind on it, u dun hafta wait till new year's to make it.. it can be done anytime of the year..

so my new year resolution for this year will be.. NO NEW YEAR;S RESOLUTION!! =D
well, more like, i'll come up with resolutions of my own and since i cant tink of a better name, for now it shall be called the "you-can-call-it-anything-else besides-new-year's-resolution" resolution =D


ANYWAY, *holding up imaginary glass*, here's to the end of 2010.. and now, we await the arrival of the year 2011 with hopes of a greater year with many more blessings and good things coming our way =D HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! =D

facebook personalities..

facebook. the social networking site which enables ppl to kip in touch with others easily as well as to kill time with its various sideline entertainments.. and today, most ppl have gotten addicted to it.. as u venture deeper into the facebook world, you'll notice a myriad of somewhat entertaining and occasionally annoying facebook personalities. here are some of the commonly seen ones..

1) the status updaters..
exhibit A :
status : i'm bored...
*few seconds later* status : going shopping now..
*few minutes later* status : at the shoping mall now..
*few minutes later* status : jus bought a new shirt..
*few minutes later* status : taking a break now..
*few minutes later* status : drinking starbucks coffee and eating J.co doughnuts now.. Yum..

status updates are fine (and twitter for the matter), it's a nice way to express wat ur doing and to kip ppl in the know.. but there are jus some ppl who post WWAAYYY too many status updates.. well, newsflash ppl, unless ur some hot shot celebrity, no one rilli cares wat u do EVERY second.. so, kip it to a moderate level, will ya..


2) the relationship updaters..
person A is in a relationship with person B.
*few minutes later* person A is in a relationship.
*few minutes later* person A is in a relationship and it's complicated.
*few minutes later* person A is married.
*few minutes later* person A is single.
*few minutes later* person A is in a relationship with person B.

for those of you who are attached, congrats, we're happy for you.. we know ur over the moon n you wan the whole world to know about it, but the constant change in ur r'ship status can be pretty annoying.. so if it's public attention and acknowledgment that you wan, all you hafta do is ask.. we're be more than happy to help you spread the news..


3) the one who never misses an opportunity to comment or like..
i'm sure some of us have these kinda frens.. every page u go or every new video or photo u see has a 'like' or a comment from these ppl, as though it's a SIRIM chop.. it's either these ppl have a WHOLE lot of interest and like alot of things and have alot of things to say or they're merely attention seekers..


4) the LOL-ers..
person A: hi, long time no see, how are you.. LOL
person B: i'm great.. how bout you? LOL
person A: i'm doing fine too.. LOL
person B : LOL

well, there's ntg wrong about Laughing Out Loud.. but let's face it, how many of us are rilli laughing out loud?.. and it's being used so nonchalantly at the end of every sentence dat LOL has become the new full stop. a stop to da whole conversation as a matter of fact.. cuz there's absolutely ntg you can reply to a LOL


5) the profile picture updaters..
ppl who change numerous profile pictures faster than you or i can blink..


6) the pokers..
po-ke-ty poke poke.. nuff said..


7) the game inviters..
"Here is one Coffee Beans ingredient for you to improve your restaurant's menu! Could you help me by sending one back?"
"so-and-so has lost his/her sheep. help him/her find his/her sheep"

seriously?!?


*but anyway, this post was not meant to be offensive in any way.. it's just the truth from wat i see from viewing facebook very frequently.. =D