Emotional roller coaster

Sigh, hate being here in times like this. Almost at the brink of a panic attack when it gets really stressful. Generally, I love being here so much. Learning so many new things, experiencing so many new things, seeing so many new places!

But it's times like these that make me feel so alone, and I wanna be home.

I miss having my two lovely housemates around, and them being such great supports to me. Even when we're doing our own things in the apartment, just seeing them makes me feel relieved and happy.

I miss having HIM around. Moments like these just make me wish he's here too and not having to care about everything else.

I miss having my family relatively close by. Just knowing the fact that I can hop on a bus anytime and head home for even just a weekend can do wonders sometimes.

I miss everything about home... From the people, to the food to everything that's familiar. It's amazing having this opportunity to be here, but I counting down until the days that I will be home again. Because no matter how awesome all this can be, there is no place like home.