dilemma after dilemma.. when will it ever stop?..

sigh.. stupid taklimat in school.. kononnya, taklimat SPM.. more like taklimat masuk IPTA.. ok, so here's another dilemma.. i'm about 80-90% sure i wanna do E & E engineering.. (i think.. AHHH!!! ok, fine, skip dat).. so means i'd be aiming for loan instead of scholarship, and since dat's the case.. i dunit accounts anymore (anyway, i never, or almost never was confident dat i'd get A1 for accounts) but i've already taken tuition for the WHOLE of form 4.. won't it be of waste? eesh, swt-ness, i don't like form4 and form5.. gtg, time to go accounts tuition now.. (ugh) ~LyNz~